I spent quite a bit of time working on my garden on Sunday, mostly the water effects. And I improved the rock garden with the addition of a new stone lantern. Leanna came by to take a look, but as my instinct to go dancing and prancing hit, we split and she went to continue working on the new project on her own land.
I limo’d into the Junkyard Blues and Fiery Otaared was spinning tunes. There was a big crowd of 40+ peeps, Gunny had on his zoot suit, Dreamgirls were everywhere and there was lots of carrying on. As the Sun began to set, Fiery played some eclectic pieces, making an amazing end to the weekend.
I’ve been wondering about my behavior lately; it’s been a bit on the wild side. When I first discovered romance here in SL, I followed a pattern from real life where I tended to focus on finding someone special. Unfortunately, after two partnerships in the space of one year, I realized that a Second Life “partnership” may not be for me.
The peculiarities of SLove (as Joonie calls it) have caused me to find a new approach to romance. For me, romance is now about dating, and I’ve dated a number of guys during the past year. Yes, I dated Froggie more or less regularly for over six months and even thought of him as my boyfriend, sort of. But going forward, dating without expectations is the safest path for me.
The problem is, I’m not happy with my recent wild public behavior. In fact, I’m somewhat embarrassed… somewhat… sort of. I don’t know where this is heading, but this is on my mind this morning. Maybe I just need another cup of coffee.