Trying

I’m trying to get all those good feelings back.

I’m trying to find my way back to the wonderland that Second Life once represented for me.

I keep doing things that used to make me happy, and keep looking for that next inspiration.

During the week I explored the Realm of the Sanguinus Cruorem. I’ll put up a photo study of this amazing sim later in the week.

On Friday night I went to see Mama Fi at the Junkyard and I enjoyed myself a lot.

And on Saturday night I had a wonderful time at The Miss Luci Show. That’s me on the right with my arms outstretched.

Then late on Sunday night I joined Aynnie over at JudyBlue’s street dance, and again I had a great time.

The question is, if I’m having such a great time then why am I on such a downer. I don’t know. It’s been over two months now, and I keep expecting to just dance my way out of this blue period, but all I do is just dance. I’ve got this luxurious new machine and I’ve never had a better technical experience, but I’m just not compelled to log on. The practical side of me knows that SL is a great entertainment, but my approach to being in this artificial world isn’t working for me right now.

The holiday season is near and Thanksgiving might be a good time to simply drop out of Second Life and hurl myself into real life.

(I’ve toggled-off my friends in the Contact list again, and again I request that no one get upset at me for this.)

About Yordie

I'm an avatar from Second Life and gamer on Xbox. I'm also the author of The Temporal Expeditions sci-fi novel series.
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