Trying

I’m trying to get all those good feelings back.

I’m trying to find my way back to the wonderland that Second Life once represented for me.

I keep doing things that used to make me happy, and keep looking for that next inspiration.

During the week I explored the Realm of the Sanguinus Cruorem. I’ll put up a photo study of this amazing sim later in the week.

On Friday night I went to see Mama Fi at the Junkyard and I enjoyed myself a lot.

And on Saturday night I had a wonderful time at The Miss Luci Show. That’s me on the right with my arms outstretched.

Then late on Sunday night I joined Aynnie over at JudyBlue’s street dance, and again I had a great time.

The question is, if I’m having such a great time then why am I on such a downer. I don’t know. It’s been over two months now, and I keep expecting to just dance my way out of this blue period, but all I do is just dance. I’ve got this luxurious new machine and I’ve never had a better technical experience, but I’m just not compelled to log on. The practical side of me knows that SL is a great entertainment, but my approach to being in this artificial world isn’t working for me right now.

The holiday season is near and Thanksgiving might be a good time to simply drop out of Second Life and hurl myself into real life.

(I’ve toggled-off my friends in the Contact list again, and again I request that no one get upset at me for this.)

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About Yordie

I'm an avatar in Second Life where I star as the heroine of a virtual fantasy life. In the real world, I'm writing my debut sci-fi novel.
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