|It’s been pretty foggy in my world lately.
But when the fog clears, the picture sharpens.
Last night I spent a few hours talking to my Indigo friend. In our chat it became clear the overwhelms I’ve been trying to sort out are falling into place. I’ve been pretty badly out of balance lately and it’s been like being in a fog. Events have seemed out of control and situations appeared to be incomprehensible, but events in both worlds are settling down and complex situations are becoming clear. And while my situation remains challenging, last night’s chat helped me get my balance back.
It’s time to move forward now. And my thoughts have turned to promises I’ve made. It’s not like these are even big promises, just “I’ll do this” or “let’s do that” kind of things, but the weight of them is still too much. The worst are the promises to myself, all those unfinished blog posts in my workfolder (over two dozen). So, even though I’ve been able to get my balance back, I still need breathing space. I’m just going to have to let the future work itself out without me. Well, not exactly without me; I’ll actually be there mostly.
Next up, my adventure into Second Life’s world of sex. /me blushes